internet cafe... lonely, it's always the same.
memories from days gone by cant and wont change the mood of the day. whether the experiences were good or bad, they've all happened now and there's nothing we can do to stop it. our smiles, my tears, his laughter, the bloodshed.
it was different wasn't it, us?
i miss knowing that everything was ok. but it wasn't, was it? it was a big lie on my part, and maybe it was on yours too... and i don't think i'll ever forgive myself for that.
if i could change things though... if i could change the way it happened i doubt i would.
perhaps i just wish i'd had a second chance, a chance to make it better.
I'm sorry it happened this way but i'm not sorry for the way i felt about you... the way i still feel about you.
we could have shared so much more than we did. if only we could again.
memories of you make it hard for me to believe things will ever be the same again.
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