Will you?

Maybe I've only just started to feel like this, maybe i've felt like this all along and only just admitted it to myself.
I miss life the way it used to be, so clear cut and precise, so easy to understand how i felt, what was happening.
It changed one day and i don't know how, or when, all i know is that it did and my life was turned upside down. My heart fell out and there were only a few select people who managed to help me pick up the pieces, and even now i'm still struggling to put them back together.
There's a storm of thoughts in my mind about me, about him, about her and them and what i want to do, what i need to do, how i can go about being happy again.
Will you accompany me on this journey, piecing myself back together? it's not a good journey to take alone, i need you there beside me. they'll be the hardest days of my life, and the hardest times we've spent together but it'll be worth it in the end.
it's 12:54 and i miss you, baby. i wonder if you feel the same way too.