I just can't stop.

Things that have made me happy in the last week:
1. Seeing my [twat] ex passed out on the floor after he KO’d on pills.
2. Seeing the lovely Mr G again and spending lots of quality time with him; it’s been far too long!
3. My Disney’s Love Songs album.
4. Party season starting - now it’s officially summertime.
5. Getting my laptop back.
6. Work (this is a long story - shall tell you soon.)
7. Guillemots Live Lounge cover of Sam Sparro’s Black and Gold.
8. The fact I’m on a comedown and I’m still able to think happy thoughts.

Things that have made me sad:
1. Seeing my [twat] ex.
2. I’ve lost all my pictures and music and work from my laptop.
3. I’m on a comedown.
So, there’s bloody loads and loads to say- I’ve been a busy busy bee!!

My boss is thinking of busying a new pub and putting me in as the live in designated premises supervisor. I’ll get trained up as manager of the pub, which cuts out me needing to do this degree and I’ll get all my food, bills and accommodation paid for as well as my wages. Fantastic.
As I say, I saw the lovely Mr. G on the weekend, we were both at a free party on Saturday night. I’ve not seen him since my 18th birthday last year, when myself and a few friends went out with him in Nottingham. I think more nights out with him are long overdue!!

So yeah, there was this free party just down the road from where I live on Saturday night. My flatmate was one of the ones organising it. There’s normally two a year here, both set up either in a clearing in the middle of the forest, proper out in the sticks, or in a huge crater not far away which we call the bomb hole. There’s always a sound system with some great tunes playing, a great atmosphere, lots of old friends (such as Mr. G), a big bonfire and it’s always a bloody great night. Saturday was no exception. I ended up leaving at 4.30 and going back to R’s house with Mr. G, expecting to get a few hours kip before I went to work 12 hours later.

There was no sleepy time for me!! Those 12 hours were spent, well… let’s just say that rather a lot of Japanese whisky (at 50% vol) was consumed, and also a whole bottle of cherry brandy. And plenty of drugs. Oh dear!! Work wasn’t nice last night…

I’m really worried about my university course now, I don’t think I’m actually going to finish everything in time. I’ve got so many assignments to get finished before the end and It’s a bit scary!! Plus the uni are being crap with me, I’ve had to extend my study for 2 of my subjects until September and they’re meant to have sent some forms off to my local authorities so I’ll carry on getting my student loan. And they keep on not doing it! I’m just getting a bit sick of education now, I’ve been in education pretty much solidly for 15 years and I just need a break.

I'm so glad I can write again =D