I'm really happy in my job.
Things keep getting changed around. My exact job role, my pay, that kind of thing, But in general - the work I'm doing is great, my boss is ace (more like a friend i can talk to about anything that a boss) and i'm suddenly learning exactly who my real, true friends are. I'm finally happy in my own skin, too. I looked in the mirror this morning and staring back at me wasn't the overweight ugly girl who's looked back at me for the last few years, It was Me. All Me. I looked at my reflection and thought, wow? is this me? I may not be size zero but do i want to be? no. I may not have long blonde hair and a great tan, but i'd look bloody ridiculous like that!! I'm comfortable being me at last. I'm not perfect but i feel pretty damn fantastic!! since I started at this new job my confidence has rocketed and it's an amazing feeluing, I'm confident not only about my looks but also just about myself. It's great.

I checked facebook this morning for the first time in who know long and guess bloody who has decided they want to befriend me again?
only Him.
It's a year to the day since he held me in his arms, since the last time i looked into his eyes.
I've just started to get truly over him.
and now he's seemingly back.
what to do, what to do eh?

Whatever I decide, it'll be the right thing for me. My life is in my hands and no one elses now. My life, my rules, my decisions.
Just how I want it.

Perfect.