P

And P said, I can't say sorry enough, I acted like a c**t, You never deserved what I did to you, I missed you, I don't want to lose you again, We'll make up for the lost time.
And suddenly it was like the last year never happened. My heart skipped a beat and my stomach flipped.
Time to give the man a second chance. I can't let myself get hurt, I know that, but I just need to see him again, we need to talk. He had his reasons and I can understand the things that he's said. The shit he'd been through before it all happened.

Nothing will ever excuse him for what he did but I think sometimes people deserve a second chance. Things may have gone badly wrong but we were friends for a long time before that and thats what i need to remember. And i remember the way that we were so connected- Everything he ever said to me came as a total surprise and yet they were always exactly that i expected him to say. I'd think about him, and suddenly there's be a message on my phojne from him. The time I lay in hospital thinking how I just needed to talk to him but didn't have his number and the next morning he'd sent a message.
About how a year to the day since we last saw each other, we started talking again.

He's in Scotland now. Next time he comes home, we'l talk. Take it from there. He's a good man with a heart of gold and somehow I just can't say no when he asks me to forgive him.