Got the giro therough in the end and swiftly spent it all on crap, how clever am I?
Spent an ace day at Twycross Zoo on saturday with bestest matie and 3 others. Lovely. A bit of a mish actually... We'd had about 4 hours sleep each and hadn't exactly been taking it east the night before. Bestest mates birthday party on Saturday and didn't exactly take it easy then either. Resulting in the most horrible hangover last night.
I got home and I'd had a letter from him from the middle east. Big smiles on my face and lots of texts saying how i miss him.
I've just been for my induction at events staff and should start as a car parking person in the next few weeks. It was very clever of me to spend all my money this weekend. Now i can't afford work clothes or shoes or anything like that. So very clever. I can't ask my mum because she thinks I've got £100 savings in the bank and she'd tell me to use those... so it's going to come off the totally really horrendously overdrawn bank account and i'm going to get sent to prison by my bank =(
I'm looking forward to the work. I'm looking forward to having money for beer and nice things, though I'm a bit scared that there wont be enough work (eg wages) for me to pay rent and all that. It's a bit poo. It's not for long though, at least. Probably just until I start uni, though maybe afterwards It depends on the money and the hours and how much work I have at uni.
I slept in his bed last night. Again. It was a bad night. New painkilers bringing me up in a rash all over my legs. He held me close and yet again, it didn't feel right. It wasn't who i wanted it to be there and yet i still go back for more like a sucker.
Sooner i'm out the better.