Too much is happening at the moment and I don't like the person I am right now. I cry a lot and it's for hours, non stop. Hot, gulping tears, not the ones that you can cry silently.
P has been silent since friday and I can't help but think the worst. I'm scared and confused by the feelings that are in my head and the home situation isn't helping much either, to be honest.

I'm scared about him. the last thing he said to me was 'i miss you, I can't wait to see you'.
I miss him, I can't wait to see him, I'm scared I'll never get the chance to tell him how I feel.