stressed, chain smoker, manic, depressive, binge drinker, avoiding study, poor.
is student life really worth it?
I think so, yeah. It might not be fun right now, stuck in the library with 2 hours to finish this assignment (i'm on a well earned break) but it'll be worth it when i get whetre i want to be. And I'm in the right place now. Happy with my man, happy with my family and my friends and just happy in general.
Yes i am still depressed but you know? it's not as bad now as it has been. I've been better but I've been far, far worse. I'm starting to reach that happy place again and that's where I like to be - don't we all? It's a long hard road, life in general. It's going to be hard for me and my family, it always has been, and studyings going to be a long hard slog. Me and M, that's hard and it'll get more difficult before it gets better, but you know? I don't really mind.