Stop me.

I dream about him a lot, dreams when we're happy and then I wake up. I wake up happy and then i realise why I'm happy and it makes me sad. I'm going backwards and I don't know how to stop it?

I'm better off without.

I'm struggling with one of my best friends and I don't know how I can make the friendship better. She's never got the time for me but always gets jealous when I spend time with our other best friend. 

Maybe it's because I'm feeling really bad that I'm thinking about him?

I feel happy a lot but I also feel bad a lot and I don't know what to do?

I could do with a bit of help really?