I should warn you, I've been drinking tonight.

There's a lot that I want to do, want to say but I cannot: I am paralysed with fear.
Maybe writing this here will make it a little easier - at least I know you will never come across this. And if you do, you'll never know it's me.
Or will you?
Maybe I want you to find out. I simply do not know.

My past is shaded with things I can't explain when I'm sober, when my brain controls what I do and don't say. All I can say is that you held a part of my heart that has never before or since been held. You were amazing in a true and beautiful and painful way.
The truth is, Mister man, you broke my heart. But I never let you see but I was too scared.

The truth is laid bare and I hope you realise one day what you did to this girl.

I cried too many tears for you and they still fall now.