WOW

Just how long have I been away??? (6 and a half weeks to be precise) but bloody hell just how much has been happening!!

Well, firstly I got kicked out of my mums... that'd be the reason for my disappearance then? She just got sick of the way her man and me weren't getting on, the way he gave me shit for everything and so as she always will, she chose to get me out of her day-to-day life rather than him. I'm happy. I live away from most of my friends now but these things happen don't they? I live near one very close friend who i didn't see often before but it's great now, we're constantly meeting up for coffee and chats and out saturday nights in with a bottle of wine have become the highlight of my week at least.

2 weeks ago I lost the job. Good riddance I think. I was gutted, it meant leaving everyone behind but it's done me good. I'm working in a food place in the local shopping centre, nothing flashy but it's a job and it kepps me busy. The experience from running the pub is coming in handy, I'm already supervising all the other new staff (the place only opened up last week, all the staff started when I did) and I get a heck of a lot of thanks for helping out with training and what have you. It's nice, to feel appreciated, don't you think?

I still have my black days. I don't think I'll ever not have them. But it changes week by week. I get a little bit happier and a little bit sadder every day. I don't know how that works. But it does.