Stars and Scars.

"Close city centre.
5 mins walk from hospital.
4 rooms to let in shared house.
Suit working/students to share, fully furnished, 2 bathrooms &w/c's, large reception.
£45 per person, per week. All inclusive, includes council tax & all bills."

So, off out?
Perhaps.
I hope i can leave, off in to the big, bad world, make a life for myself.
"i'm glad you aren't going to your dads. i didn't want to see you once and then never again."
Possibly the kindest words i have heard in a long, long time.
I view the house tomorrow, with steph.
meanwhile, i sit and listen to juliet simms and remember times gone by
Thank you for making me happy, remembering how to smile.
getting better now, not so many baby thoughts. they still haunt my dreams, tracing the outlines of the words i should have asked myself. don't feel so bad now, not with you here. i'm like a kid, learning how to live again.
remember how we lost touch that first time? don't let that happen again. please. it was harsh and painful and i wont forget it for a long, long time. you couldn't help last time, you weren't here. will you help next time? i hope so.
come and stay with me when i move. make my life whole, and remind me how life once was, show me that i can smile a true smile of happiness. show me the love i know is there inside me somewhere.
love ya babe x