Happiness.

This man keeps a smile on my face from halfway across the globe. Day or night, whenever i need him he's always at the other end of the phone (i say phone but i mean text) and always manages to make me happier than i was before with his replies. I can't wait for him to get back home. I'm so lucky to have a friend like him, and it's funny too, that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

You know, there's so many people I've not really appreciated for being there for me. And it's only when they're not there that i realise what I've got and how lucky I am.


'Sing for your lover
Like blood from a stone
Sing for your lover
Who's waiting at home
If you sing when youre high
And youre dry as a bone
Then you must realise
That you're never alone
And you'll sing with the dead instead'
Placebo-Summer's Gone


I had a really lovely day yesterday with my best mate. I think it's the first time in months that we've spent a day together without having any alcohol or drugs, or being on a comedown...
Very nice, very fun. I miss her when I don't see her, and I wont be seeing here for a while now, I can't afford to go out for at least a month... I owe my landlord shit loads of money, and what am I doing? Spending it on internet cafe's, beer and drugs.
Fucking idiot.