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'When I see you the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops and it is a beautiful place and there is only you. Just you, and my eyes staring at you...
When you're gone, the World starts again, and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best fucking thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, beautiful Girl, is why I stare at you.'

James Frey - A Million Little Pieces

I feel like I've been truly blessed, I've been given a second chance at happiness. I've held on with both hands and I wont let go easily. It took him time to realise what he wanted but I couldn't ask for a more kind and caring, sensitive man. He treats me like a princess.

That's not to say we haven't had bad times as well as the good. There have been some god awful times, but they've always been resolved. I'm a big believer in forgive and forget. Maybe that'll be my downfall one day... we shall have to wait and see.

Right now I'm content, that's all that matters. Another 6 months of saving and I'll be moving in to my own place.

Leaving the 'main' job and just working at the pub was the best thing I ever did. I used to work a 40 hour week and earn extra at the the pub- it was always 'me' time, more socialising than work. I never considered it as a job, just fun. See, now I'm only working there I feel like I've not got a job, I feel like I'm on a constant holiday. Amazing. Me and S work together quite a lot now, I think we're being primed for moving in to management. We'll see what happens there.

I've not really got much news. Life is good :)