When you're gone, the World starts again, and I don't like it as much. I can live in it, but I don't like it. I just walk around in it and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It's the best fucking thing I've ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, beautiful Girl, is why I stare at you.'
James Frey - A Million Little Pieces
I feel like I've been truly blessed, I've been given a second chance at happiness. I've held on with both hands and I wont let go easily. It took him time to realise what he wanted but I couldn't ask for a more kind and caring, sensitive man. He treats me like a princess.
That's not to say we haven't had bad times as well as the good. There have been some god awful times, but they've always been resolved. I'm a big believer in forgive and forget. Maybe that'll be my downfall one day... we shall have to wait and see.
Right now I'm content, that's all that matters. Another 6 months of saving and I'll be moving in to my own place.
Leaving the 'main' job and just working at the pub was the best thing I ever did. I used to work a 40 hour week and earn extra at the the pub- it was always 'me' time, more socialising than work. I never considered it as a job, just fun. See, now I'm only working there I feel like I've not got a job, I feel like I'm on a constant holiday. Amazing. Me and S work together quite a lot now, I think we're being primed for moving in to management. We'll see what happens there.
I've not really got much news. Life is good :)